Another New Year

Yep, another new year, brand new resolutions, high spirit, motivated and all that stuff. First few days of 2010 were pretty good. But sometimes, a slight disappointment could just ruined all the positive emotions and characters and send one back to earth, to the reality of life. Life sometimes can be very unfair that you wouldn’t get thing you wanted; thing that could revive and recharge your spirit and even when you’ve tried hard enough, that thing you really want so much won’t easily be yours. But that’s ok, it might not be the right time. So be patient, coz patient is the key of success. And I know that I don’t possess that ability. So, this would be my challenge. And I have good feeling about this. I hope it’ll work. I have to believe that “Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies.”

12:39 am

4th Jan 2010

$$$ minded

I noticed that when people are so busy counting how much money they earn every month, I have no clue when they thank the Giver. Their minds are filled with figures, no space for thanking the One. They do say ‘Alhamdulillah’ but do they they really meant it or just say it to look nice. I don’t know. And one thing I’m pretty sure, they won’t have enough, they’ll keep on wanting more and more. This is reality. Look back in the mirror and ask yourself. Enough said.

Sometimes, I feel like I asked more than I thank for what He gives. Forgive me for what I’ve sinned.

2:19 pm

22/08/09

cmon brain…work harder!

I wanna make a whole lot of money. I need a fresh idea to do that. I wanna do business. Yes, but what kind? Don’t know yet. I need to do something different. Something fresh. New on market yet very appealing. Need a beautiful mind to mastermind this. People, I need inspiration. I need motivation. I gotta work my a** of to nail this one. Still, ideas…where are you guys? I’ll find you. Don’t worry, you’ll be safe in my mind.

Ah! This feeling…

Doom, unhappy, dull night. Gosh I hate this. When emotion control your mind, you’ll not function normally. Anger filled up and all of a sudden sort of vulnerable kind of feeling coming through. Don’t understand it at all but i knew this. Damn! May the ‘happyness’ roll over this aggravating emotion. Please be true.

What a wonderful world!

There were two Japanese, two disabled people and a girl that caught my attention in that train. The two Japanese were sitting opposite to each other; both minded their own businesses while the disabled were actively communicating with each other using hand signs; utterly have no idea, I assumed they were saying something about the Japanese who happened to sit next to them. The girl were sitting solely; no partner; she was just staring out of the window and sometimes lowered her head down and staring at the people’s nice shoes or sandals. And I was standing, holding the pole right in the middle; next to the doors, staring at all those people and realized how wonderful the world is.

Nightime

Few weeks ago

Change

Change doesn’t come from others, it was born right inside our hearts, interpret by our bodies, minds and souls to generate a civilized person.

11:50 p.m

July 8, 2009

Wake up call

When you are on top of everything, jealousy of others will take you down. So, hang in there, avoid rolling down to the bottom. People say life is a cycle, sometimes you’re on top and some other times you’ll be at the bottom. I say once you’re on top, doesn’t mean you will be down…I mean really down. Sure you’ll slip a little bit but if you stay the course, keep it up and roll your a** back to the top. Just don’t give a damn to what people say about you. Be yourself, know what you want and go for it. That’s what a winner does.

9:48 am

July 4th, 09

Out of the blue

We were taught a lot of don’ts rather than do’s. That will impede our ability to go beyond the limit and be great.

4.00 p.m.

060609

Brand new

I was looking for a good blog site since my old one – livejournal was s**ks. I figured wordpress is more user-friendly (I hope so), perhaps it’s worth my time. Well, let see how it goes.